mūkaṃ karoti vācālaṃ paṃguṃ laṃghayate giri,
yat kṛpā tamahaṃ vaṃde paramānaṃda mādhavam
I salute that supreme bliss, Madhava,
by whose mercy the dumb become most eloquent
and the lame are able to jump over the mountains.
If there is one unmistakable characteristic that singles out our dearest Bhagawan as the Lord incarnate, it is His ability to transform the hearts and minds of those individuals that have had the good fortune to know Him. Indeed, Swami himself has said: “Transformation of society must start with transformation of individuals.” (Sri Sathya Sai Speaks, Vol 31, Ch 1: 1 January 1998)
In this new series of articles, we showcase the personal journeys of Young Adults from across the United Kingdom, as they share with us how Swami has transformed their lives in a very deep and lasting way. In this issue, we hear from Sister Sravika Nadella from Region 6.
Being born into a Sai family is indeed a blessing. It is through my parents that I got to know about Swami, and that He is God. I’ve neither had any doubts of His divinity nor did I test Swami, asking Him to prove that He is God. Ever since I was born, my parents have been taking me and my sister to Puttaparthi for Swami’s darshan. Attending bhajans, Bal Vikas and participating in service activities have been a part of my life since childhood.
Growing up in an environment filled with Swami and His love, my regular activities included reading books about Swami, writing letters to Him, chanting Rudram, and singing His glory. I felt that He was making me move closer and closer to Him day by day. He began to grant darshan in my dreams; He answered all my prayers in the most loving way. Be it a silly exam, or any other petty desires, He fulfilled them all.
But perhaps the greatest impact Swami has had on my life, is in changing the way I think. When I was younger, whenever I did anything for others or even for myself on a big platform, I would expect something in return. It wasn't an expectation as such, but I would be thinking about a reward or some kind of recognition.
However, I soon became aware of how much Swami does for me without me even realising it. I would often ponder on questions such as, 'What does Swami want from me?' Amidst these thoughts, I would be reading books written by His students and devotees, and would come across numerous miracles of how Swami took care of them and at times, even saved their lives. In this way, I realised that Swami looks after the entire world, yet, there is not a single instance where He expects or asks anybody for anything in return, except their unconditional love.
I would then think to myself, "Here is Swami who is the creator of the universe, taking care of all the world and its beings, doing everything to everyone silently and not expecting any rewards or recognition. In contrast, there's me expecting rewards and recognition for the smallest of things that I do." This realisation changed me completely. From then on, I made Swami the centre of my life. Whatever I did, I offered it at His lotus feet. I felt all works as His and carried them all out. Ultimately, I began to worry only about whether or not He was pleased and happy with everything I was doing. And, gradually through experiences, I would get to know whether He recognised me and my work. He made me realise that if He is pleased, the whole world will automatically be pleased.
So if there is anything that one has to worry about in life, it is about Him alone. After this, I started to experience more love, bliss and contentment in my life. I believe that at every stage of life, if we live performing every activity with the aim of pleasing Swami and making Him happy, then one will automatically lead an ideal life.
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