Chapter 6 – Patience, continued
Stanzas 89 – 99 of 134
90. Veneration, praise and fame
Serve not to increase merit or my span of life,
Bestowing neither health and strength
And nothing for the body’s ease.
91. If I am wise in what is good for me,
I’ll ask what benefit these bring.
For it is entertainment I desire,
I might as well resort to alcohol and cards!*
92. I lose my life, my wealth I squandered,
All for reputation’s sake.
What use are words, and whom will they delight
When I get my grade?
93. Children can’t help crying when
Their sand castles come crumbling down.
My mind is so like them
With praise and reputation start to fail.
94. Short-lived sound, devoid of intellect,
Can never in itself intend to praise me.
I say that it’s the joy that others taken me,
It’s this that is the cause of my delight.
95. But what is it to me others take the light
in someone else, or even in myself?
Their pleasures theirs and theirs alone.
No part of it is felt by me.
96. If I am happy at the joy of those who take delight,
Then everyone should be a source of joy to me.
When people take their delight in others
Why am I not happy at their pleasures?
97. The satisfaction that is mine
From thinking, “I am being praise,”
Is unacceptable to common sense
And nothing but the antics of the silly child.
98. Praise and compliments distract me,
Sapping my repulsion with samsara.
I start to envy others their good qualities
And thus all excellence is ruined.
99. Those who stay close by me, then,
To damage my good name and cut me down to size –
Are surely there protecting me
From falling into realms of grief.
*In other words, for Shantideva, a monk, the enjoyment of honors and reputation is as inappropriate as gambling and drink.
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