I'm a firm believer in telling the truth, in large part because it's easier to remember. And when it comes to secrets, they're completely safe with me, since I tend to forget them. If someone I know is keeping a secret, it's safe too -- from me at any rate -- because I have zero curiosity. If people want to share something, they have to volunteer the information; I'm not likely to pry it out of them. My husband is forever asking me what someone said about one thing or another, and I have to confess I have no idea, because I didn't ask. "How can you not ask?" he exclaims. All I can say is I never thought of it, which though true is a pretty pathetic excuse. (Pandora, I ain't.)
So how does such an inept gossip and prevaricator come to write three books rooted in secrets and lies? I'm guessing here, but how about I have a wicked imagination? What about I think most people are curious and deceitful and I'm merely reflecting the world around me? Or maybe I've been duped and grilled by others so often that I'm simply recording life events?
No. It's because a story built around secrets and lies keeps readers guessing. What's true? What isn't? Who is hiding what and why? After a while, you suspect everyone of holding back or outright lying -- as well you should. (That's the whole point!)
And if I'm being totally honest (why would I lie?), the accumulation of secrets and piling on of lies in the trilogy was not premeditated. (I almost wrote premedicated. I'm not sure what that is, but it's food -- or drugs -- for thought.)
Ahem ... I digress.
In the beginning, there was just one book --The Druid and the Dragon, because I find Druid lore fascinating, and who doesn't like dragons? And then suddenly one book was scheduled to become three. Since there wasn't a unifying theme for The Seer Trilogy at that point, I had to find one. I had to come up with an explanation for how Maeve had ended up in the situation she was in. I seriously had no idea what that was beyond being connected to her birth. It was only as I began writing The Bridge of Whispers that her truth started showing itself. But each new thing I discovered about Maeve revealed truths about the other characters in the story too, and they weren't always comfortable or safe truths. Hence there was a lot of coverup.
I really was weaving a tangled web, and hanging onto all those threads got quite complicated. Hopefully it has all come together and the truth is satisfactorily revealed in The Sorcerer's Revenge.
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