Las Cruces, New Mexico, Sunday, December 1, 2019
Lately, I feel like I have super powers.
That's right, several times over these past few weeks just by visualizing an outcome I willed said outcome into being. Of course, this hasn't happened with my 100 million dollar trust fund yet, BUT I'm working on it.
What I mean to say is, I feel my world starting to align with my intentions. This alignment feels powerful and yet natural.
This feeling is in stark contrast to the one created by the mode of operating I've used up until now; plan every detail, architect each moment, then tighten as I hope it all unfolds according to plan.
Ahhhh... the feeling of thinking you're in control. There's nothing like it, am I right?
When I'm done putting a plan together in this way I can take a step back and see this THING I've created... in order to create.
The planning keeps me from actually DOING and CREATING. It keeps me from being present and open.
When I'm present and open, that's where I think life happens... or at least the type of life I want to lead.
BUT it's hard to be present and open. It requires a level of vulnerability, trust, and dare I say faith.
Worse, I've noticed that once I make it through to the other side of a "being present and open" experience, my sight has expanded and cleared. I understand more, which to me means I have to DO something with the new understanding.
In the pieces and parts that follow I try to do something with that something.
I hope you enjoy it.