Dearest Ones,
Yesterday I had a phone call with a friend of mine, her brother, who's also a dear friend of mine, has leukemia in the dream. Instead of an "oh my God" reaction, I responded in a Loving serenity... in silence... I could feel a vast calmness, a kind of knowing all is well... I can't explain it otherwise... And I told my friend that my silence beholds an immense Loving Thought. She told me that she could feel it, and that she appreciated it more than any words could have helped her in that moment. This serene feeling felt strange, because something in me still holds on to another reaction in such circumstances in the dream stories. But it had let go of me I suppose... because I don't want to believe in the illusion of death anymore, I asked Holy Spirit to help me forgive myself this false belief.
Today I got this picture in my thoughts, I wrote it down and want to share it with all of you, Dear brothers and sisters.
This body is not what it seems to be. Suddenly I saw myself, in the form of this body, standing in front of people during a ceremony of a beloved friend who seemingly left his body in this dream. I was reading a letter he wrote before he laid down his body because he asked me to do so. After reading that letter, suddenly I saw myself opening my arms, and speaking to the people.
“This body is not what it seems to be,” I heard myself say. And I knew it wasn’t my small self speaking. My small self was screaming in my ear “Who do you think you are!? Stop this immediately! What will everyone think of you!? No one asked you to speak like this !!!”
But I ignored that screaming frantic voice because I understood that it was only the ego thought system trying to hinder the truth. Nothing more, so I wove it away as I would do with an annoying fly in front of my eyes.
“I am not who you think I am. I am not this body that you all call Josephine. I am the Son of God, I am an aspect of the Sonship, just as all of you are in truth. Our brother didn’t depart, he merely let go of the illusion of a body, but he is still among all of us in his true being as Spirit. We are unified with all of us, in all dimensions of time, and that is the only truth about our being. We are one, this is not an illusion, this is the only truth about us. If we can undo all the false beliefs of bodies, past or future as a horizontal timeline and its stories, we can feel the true being we are, the oneness as the Son of God. We can connect with that truth only in the NOW because that is the only portal to our truth. We decided to enter this dream, to learn the truth about ourselves, to undo the illusory false idea that we could be separated from our Source. But as long as we don’t wake up to that idea, we will keep on dreaming until we do, we will keep on believing all the stories and the five physical senses until we wake up from this illusion. To remember and acknowledge what we need to forgive ourselves for all the falsity that comes up, with the help of the Holy Spirit, undo all the veils that block our true Vision, our true Being, we first need to hit a wall. So, in the dream, we build up to a point of no return, where all illusions suddenly fall like a card house. It can be anything, a seeming departure of a beloved one, a divorce, a seeming loss of any kind… Maybe it won’t happen in this dream life, maybe some of us will need more dream lifetimes to come to this point. But the promise of Home is given to all of us, the Home that is already here, is already given to us. We only need to remember it and choose it now. Choose to see truly. And no brother will be left behind, because we are One, as the beloved Son of God. We are all specific thoughts of God, that only can Be as One. And in that Oneness, we hold each aspect as our own.”
Thank You Holy Spirit, for guiding us to this Awakening.
Learning to listen and trust opens the gateway to our heaven inside, where the truth awaits us patiently until we finally look inward and let go of all that blocks this vision.
What a journey it is 🙏
At a certain point in this dream, for all of us, the horizontal collapses completely into nothingness, which was for the ego the scariest part, but slowly & surely the vertical starts to be "visible" ... palpable ... and it grows deep roots and high ends, and it keeps on growing never-ending.
It's the most beautiful gift I ever got, a never-ending gift of pure Love and a growing conscious awareness of our true being.
Let there be Light, let there be Love, and let's send it out to the whole dream world. Amen
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